The diffrence is you

This entry is dedicated to my babies.(even though they are not babies anymore)I want to let them know exactly how much they mean to me. So here it goes.
To Brandon~ My first born. I was so young when I had you, just a baby myself really. I was nervous, uncertain, and elated all at the same time when I got the news you were going to be. I grew up so fast in the nine months before you arrived. I had all these plans of how my life would be, what you would be like, how I would feel when I looked at you for the first time. I thought I was prepared, but I was wrong. When I looked into your eyes for the first time, I felt a love that I didn't know existed. I felt so overwhelmed with emotions. I had no idea it was possible to love someone that much that I just met. You were my greatest gift, that I didn't even know I wanted, and needed. As I watched you grow, and form your own personality I was always bursting with pride. You amazed me from the very beginning. You have always been so smart. Always able to figure things out, and always so strong willed. You have always known exactly what you wanted, and you always find a way to get it. Now as a teenager, you are still just as amazing. You are so smart, sometimes too smart for your own good. You are one of the funniest people I know. I know that you can be anything in this world you want to be. You will be successful in anything you try in life. I want you to know I am so proud to be your mother, and honored to get the opportunity to raise such an amazing kid. I love you.
To Austin~ My baby boy. I was so excited when I found out I was having you. And from the first moment I felt you move inside my belly, I was in love. A lot of people said, they thought I was having a girl, but I knew almost right away that you would be my Austin. I had a feeling, and I was right! When you were finally here I was so happy. When I looked at your little face for the first time I knew you were going to be my sweet one. You just looked around, taking everything in, and listened to my voice. In that moment I thought of all the things I wanted to teach you, and show you in this world. My little observer. As a baby and a toddler you were so happy and pleasant. You were always so loving and affectionate. And now as a pre-teen, you are still just as sweet. You have the biggest heart out of anybody I know. You are compassionate, and giving. You will make a wonderful husband and father one day. You have the determination and patience of a grown man. You will be an amazing adult. Always know I am so proud of you, and I love you with all my heart.
To both of you, everything in my life is a little bit clearer, the difference (really) is YOU. (both) While some people look for the answer, I don't waste my time like I used to do, the difference is you!! Love you both. xoxo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSfqMj9ZIDQ